I took some time off today (December 9, 2020) and napped on and off for the majority of the day. That is unlike me but apparently, I needed it. I hadn’t been sleeping well for a week or two. In any case, I had several dreams but only recall one of them in detail. At one point I remember saying within the dream “time is an illusion.” And I saw a scene (a room) condense into a spiral (like a black hole or portal). Only it wasn’t dark, it was just the room turning into an open portal or something.
Then, in another dream, someone asked me how many times something needed to be done and I said nine times. After this, I had a dream that I was in a bedroom and there was one guy sitting on the bed then another guy was sitting next to him. This guy was a friend and looked totally different with bleached blonde (maybe white) hair that was straight and looked like a bowl on his head. He also had a dark tan. He asked if I wanted to restart my membership and I said “yes, but I didn’t think I was welcome.” He said “of course, you’re welcome. Did you get the reward money?” and I said, “yes, but you didn’t have to. I told myself that if I were ever in a position then this is what I wanted to do.” He just smiled a big, lovely smile.
Next, I noticed he was wearing a wedding ring. He said, “yes, I married – and he said a guy’s name.” I looked at the guy on the bed and he said “no.” Then I told this guy that I didn’t know he was into guys. Then he looked down at the floor next to the nightstand and said something about pursuing (as in pursuing me). The guy was shy about it, but my friend said we could still get together. However, I told him that it was all or nothing, only if he weren’t married. Then I woke up.
Reflecting on the Dream(s)
The dreams were pretty odd, but I know that they are connected. The theme of the dreams really reflects things that I have been contemplating to some extent. Marriage has been a theme in several of my dreams but this time I don’t believe it correlates with the mystical dreams and visions I’ve had about marriage. Time will tell though, as I continue to have these experiences.