On the night of July 11, 2020, I had three dreams. However, I only remember details from the first and third ones. In the first dream, I was in a grocery store stocking shelves and I noticed people looking like they were fading in and out as if they were particles of light or energy. Then I was in a factory and noticed something. One particular individual stood out to me and at that moment, I woke up within the dream and said, “I am a divine being, I can make them whole.” So, I waived my hand and the individual materialized in solid form.
As for the second dream, although I don’t remember in exact detail, I had this sense that the meaning was similar to the first dream and that it was a bridge to the third. In the third dream, I was in a house with my stepfather, and I sensed the presence of my brother and sister. We were all adults at this time, and I was asking about my mother. I asked my stepfather why she hadn’t gotten back yet. My stepfather told me that “John” had died. John was an old lover of my mom's, and she was taking care of getting things in order because she was closest to him. Then all of a sudden, I saw boxes of stuff everywhere. My stepdad said to me, “that’s John’s stuff” (the old state). Then I saw through a window, a black mini or similar-looking car pull up outside on the curb. It pulls up behind another car then backs up and pulls forward again (parallel parking) behind another car. I am hoping it is my mom but it’s not. It’s someone familiar though. Then I see another white car in the driveway and my oldest daughter gets out. She looks like my oldest daughter, but I sense it’s my sister. She has two dogs on leashes that she had just taken to the dog park for a walk. My oldest daughter loves dogs, had two herself and my ex-husband has two dogs that she often took for walks so that’s why I thought the person was her.
Note: As I wrote this dream down (in my journal), a thought came to me simultaneously. The thought was that I was the boyfriend or rather the me before I awakened. I had Died to the old self, but I was still searching (for my mom – who represents someone I loved). The thought was very poignant and had me on the verge of tears. As I was writing this dream down in my journal, the part about the boxes, I was thinking ahead to the dogs and the thought came to me quite naturally that they represented the conscious mind and the subconscious mind. One dog was black and the other was a light golden color. They look like two dogs I’m familiar with (My ex-husbands). Then, as I continued to write, the significance of the black and white car and the contrast of the color of the dogs represent contrast and harmony. Wow, I really wish I could remember the second dream. Having the symbolism revealed to me as I wrote the dreams down though made me want to cry. It feels like such a beautiful gift.
On November 11th, 2020 as I sat down to write the notes from my dream journal into a word document for my blog; I had a revelation that John was referring to “John The Baptist” – the state before Jesus. John is that state of restriction, where we believe we have to do certain things as a condition to experience the Kingdom of Heaven.