I had been recording several of Neville Goddard’s lectures for my YouTube channel and Podcast, and as I was reading the last lecture, I felt light (almost like floating). I’ve experienced the feeling before on several occasions. There is this feeling of buoyancy, openness, and just feeling as light as a feather. The room gets bright, and I don’t want to say I zone out because I’m present, but it’s almost as if I’m observing myself. However, I’m still in my physical body. Again, it’s an exciting feeling and beautiful, honestly.
Many of us who are awakening now are old souls. We are finding out who we indeed are. As I was listening to a channel done by Daniel Scranton, the Arcturian Council said that some of us may have felt suicidal in the past. That was something I did experience many times, early in childhood into my early forties. As Daniel channeled the Arcturian Council, the council said that there might be many things in this world that we want to experience, that we want to have. Some people want fame or money, etc., and that when we ascend into the 5th dimension, we’ll be able to manifest at the drop of a hat. In this time, as we are still in the 3rd or 4th dimension, we should learn to love and allow ourselves to love ourselves, to be loved because love is who we are. God is love, and we are one with God; we are divine beings.
In my affirmations quite often, I say that I radiate love and abundance because I did not feel worthy of being loved for so many years, and I certainly did not feel abundant. I closed myself off and was very protective of my feelings and, at one point, stopped sharing so much of the love I wanted to share. I am at the point now where I know that I know my true self, and I know that anything is possible. I am simply learning how to create new connections. An energetic exchange occurs with people, so I am still careful of where I spend my energy. It is easier now because I can discern better what resonates with me. It is possible to love humanity, know that you are one with all that exists, and still protect yourself from low-density energy. I was in the space of being stuck in that low-density frequency for so long that I recognize it when I encounter it, and it’s challenging to be around now.
To be honest, I cannot even believe I am talking about energy. Until about 3 or 4 months ago, the idea of energy and frequency did not resonate with me, and I could not reconcile it with scripture. But, as you awaken and become more aware, you will be more in tune with what is meant for you. Then, in time, you’ll be able to discard the stuff that doesn’t resonate. Remember that you are love, and that is your true, divine nature. You will experience many things as you awaken, but you are a divine being, and that is something that will never change. This post was originally a podcast episode, so if you’d like to listen to the episode titled Your Divine Nature, check out my mindset and manifesting Podcast.